| sucks... |
[Jan. 20th, 2007|07:14 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home... | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i'll try | ] |
today... wasn't bad... and yesterday was great... but... i can't... help... feeling... like everything somehow went wrong...
Wishing I had never seen you...
Wishing you had't smiled at me from afar...
Wishing you hadn't told me you missed me...
Wishing you hadn't made me miss you too...
Wishing I never thought you'd be worth it...
Coz sometimes I feel like you feel the same way...
But then it happens again...
And I hate myself for loving you all over again...
Damn... |
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| lalalalala!!! |
[Nov. 14th, 2006|09:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | beatles - love me do | ] |
today... is the first time i posted in the LONGEST time ever...
im tamad eh...
uber sowi to d person who bugged me to post... XP
i sha;t try to post more often...
that is...
after i have disappointed u all with this short and useless entry... XP
enjoy! XP
bwahahahahaha!!!!
love, me |
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| YE high!!!! |
[Sep. 25th, 2006|07:45 pm] |
lalalalalala!!!!
im so hyper!!!! i bet it's coz of YE last fri-sunday! it was d BOMBA! super woah! im uber happy pa rin coz of the whole weekend... it was the perfect combination of growing closer with God n a new and special way and meeting new friends in the process who are also on the same journey! :D im just so happy but i cnt stay long coz i have stuffies to do! anyway! g2g na! sowi if its short:P |
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| list of classes.... |
[Jun. 13th, 2006|06:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  that time of month.... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ...... | ] |
due to popular demand....
III-A
abueg
alquiros
aquino
bermejo
castelo
castillo
co
cruz
deles
dizon
durante
faustino
fortun
garbo
gonzales
gonzales
lajara
lamarca
lee
lee
manganti
miranda
olanday
olivares
saldana
santos
stewart
tecson
umil
III-B
ampil
baik
belizario
cabauatan
chan
de vera
del rosario
diaz
gaba
garcia
h-davila
hernandez
kim
kim
kim
magat
manalastas
melendres
mercado
peralta
perez
piedad
ramos
reinoso
rodrigo
sta. ana
tabusalla
torres
III-C
abaya
alcantara
asban
atendido
banares
calimon
cuyegkeng
de leon
dy
favis
goquingco
lacsamana
laureola
livelo
llamas
lorenzo
manalo
miller
penaranda
perreras
puzon
quintana
roxas
santos
um
uy
v-del rosario
vera
yatco |
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| back from zamboanga!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[May. 31st, 2006|06:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  missing dem.. part two tom..XP | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Catch Your Wave - The Click 5 | ] |
zamboanga was so friggin fun!!! at first nga i didn't really wanna go... but when we got there, it was so nice!!! we got off the plane at zamboanga airport and there we met some of our cuzins (sina Aly, Ariana, Aaron, Anella, Anrew, Ate Frietcy, & Ate Kokou), and one of my lolas and lolos (Lola Dalisay and Lolo Roy), and some aunts and uncles (Uncle Ronnie and Auntie Marissa). we passed by Fort Pillar since my mom insisted (haha XP) and we all went in a van to Ipil were the rest of my relatives live. so.... we got there, and at first, i didn't really tok to nyone except Aly and Ariana... but afterwards, we super bonded, coz we ate out at a restaurant near our hotel and there was a playground so we had the fun-nest! and most babaw time ever there!=))
the second day, we visited the house of sina Uncle Nelson, Auntie Roseby, Ate Frietcy, Kuya Jason & John Paul. and there Auntie let us taste the bestest tasting suman and puto ever and Kuya Jason picked us the bestest tasting buko ever and we got so full with it all. XP den, we visited their grandparents' farm and saw durian on the tree and picked calamansi den we went home and visited naman d house of sina Uncle Bebot, Auntie Evelyn, Kuya Reynold, Ate Joy, Joshua, Boomboom, and Kheyzel then me and my sis got to ryd on the back of the motorbike while Ian drove us up to the top of the hill and Aly got to ride behind kuya Reynold. It was so coolness! coz then we went to a basketball court at the very top where we all learned how to ride the motorbikes! AND NOW I CAN RIDE! WOOHOO!!!! XP hehehe den after dat, we took anodr fam picture wid almost our whole family, leaving spaces for the ones missing to be photoshopped in. XP then we went back to the house next to the machine shop and while the parents had a meeting, us kids watched two scary movies...=)) me and my sister were screaming so much!=)) they were both in chinese/thai/watever so we had to read d subtitles:)) and Ian and Kuya Reynold kept scarin me d whole tym.... d shtupie bullies! XP den we went home, and d next day we passed by the cemetary to see my lolo's grave and afterwards we sed goodbye to all of our cuzins nd titos and titas, and my lola, and all d odrs der.... and i cried like hell.... so sad.... i miss nga some of dem now eh... *sigh* and we went with sina Aly to Zamboanga and Kuya Reynold, Auntie Analyn, and Uncle Tata made sama... XP |
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| im so sowi! |
[May. 24th, 2006|07:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | im obssesed wid d song!!!! XP | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Catch Your Wave - The Click 5 | ] |
i haven't updated in SOOOOOOOO long!!! =((
i uber uber sowi but ill just give a summary of my summer so far, coz there are some things that just can't be shared... XP
hehe so.... we didn't win nationals but we played our last game really well. XP and afterwards, we went to Calatagan for Yago's bday, then to Bicol to watch (and support... yeah ryt! XP) my sis in Palarong Pambansa... so far, it's been a roller coaster ride... had frisbee last Monday and glee club practice almost everyday coz we're preparing for ISHPAIN!!!!! yeynesssss!!!! but, on Friday, we're leaving for Zamboanga den Ipil coz my mom's from there and she finally wants to visit... so, she drags our whole family along...=)) anyway, i hope it'll be fun. XP anyhoo... imma finish for now and sana i'll b able to update soon...
signin out! |
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| NATIONALS- the first day! XP |
[May. 2nd, 2006|12:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I'll Cover You- RENT | ] |
first day lang toh! XP
when we got to Cabanatuan, we just had time to put our stuff in our rooms before we had to go to the school and line up for the parade... the extremely USELESS parade which took 2 FRIGGIN HOURS!!! raar.... super boring! and i had to roll up my sleeves coz my name was written on my sleeve and random people on the streets just kept calling our names. anyway, no games yet that day, but after the parade, we went back to the gym for like 4 SUPER LONG AND BORING SPEECHES, each followed by some sort of dance... the dances were okay but the speeches were SO walang kwenta coz everyone was either talking or playing cards. after all the speeches, some poor guy was made to run around the gym with some "torch" and we had to say the oath of sportsmanship... then we could all (thankfully) go home and rest.. hehe that's it for the first day, the rest shall follow! XP byie! XD
signing out! |
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| im BAAAACK!! |
[May. 1st, 2006|09:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | lalalalalaLAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Take Me or Leave Me- RENT | ] |
hehe! to those who care, i am finally back from Cabanatuan! yeyness! it was really UBER fun! i have so much kwento bout it, but im actually kinda tired today to write all of it down coz its oh-so-long!!! basta, i'll try to write it all down in chapters:)) so u'll have to wait till i finish writing it all down! bwahahahaha! anyway, d whole time, i bonded with diff people... my roommates, my odr teammates, Achi (!!!), some of d big-league boys, and d little kids from d pool (Enzo, Gino, Mia, Dan, and Dan!!!). It was kinda sad that I had to go home na, but the whole experience was d funnest ever! we may have lost, but who cares?!?! we played our best (esp in the last game) and we had SO MUCH FUN!!! this summer is seriously gonna be the best ever! so much to do, so little time.... (i am so going to look for SOMEONE'S red hair).... i actually don't want to go back to school yet! =)) that's a first! =)) anyway, gotz ta go na! summer music to be downloaded! |
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| RENT! RENT! RENT! |
[Apr. 19th, 2006|09:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content... i watched RENT!!!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Rent (The Movie) - Tango Maureen | ] |
Oh my god!! I watched Rent na!!! waaaaahhhh!!! super kaka-iyak!!! i just didn't cry kasi d ppol i was wid were all my new teammates who im not really close wid... i could seriously feel d tears coming out na! =)) i looooove all d songs!!! and d ending was kinda kakagulat!! =)) hehehe, i wnt spoil it for those who didn't watch... XP i loved d pairings! laf3p!!! =)) nyahahaha! i love Angel! so sad... so sad... =(( i love d songs super!!! but d really nice songs are always the ones between d homos... scary nga =)) anyway... today was fun... we were halfday lang and in d afternoon, we had team building in d Abello house... swimming and food galore! super sarap foodies!
dang, gotta go... i havta wake up early tom for our last practice before we leave on Fri!!! wnt update for about a week and a half... *tear tear* ill try to update tom... and say my farewells... when i get back i shall be oh so tanned with funny tanlines... =)) and den calatagan... and den bicol... woohoo! fun summer! yey! XP
signin out! |
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| btw... |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|10:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | dowanna think... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Sound of Your Voice Saying Things That Hurt Me So... | ] |
oh! by the way, lalang, my sugat has finally healed... lalang :) |
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| foine be that way.... |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|09:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sucky.... really sucky.... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Isn't it Ironic- Alanis Morisette | ] |
*sigh* im just super bad-trip now and i think i have a fever, but i wnt tell my mom coz she'll make me sleep early... i dowanna think anymore... i just end up over-analyzing things and i end up feeling so bad... coz i know there's really nothing i can do but just live my life and see how things end up...
um, okay, what i just wrote probably doesn't make much sense but i can't include details or it'll be way too obvious... sowi for a really sucky entry. im just not really into it today... *sigh* |
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| lalalalala... i've been holy today! =)) |
[Apr. 13th, 2006|08:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | hyper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | You Had A Bad Day- Daniel Powter | ] |
nyahahahaha! im holy daw today! i went to confession kanina in d morning, den i wnet to mass in d afternoon... galing ko noh? =)) haha jk! i saw lotsa ppol der though... sa confession, Bambam, Amodge, and some ppol whose names i cnt remember! =)) peaceness! XP tapos sa mass naman, i saw Aaron, Lorena, Bea dc, Jenn, and once again, some odr ppol hu i cnt exactly remember ryt now... XP
anyway, i just watched Pokemon kanina... ah, memories!! =)) and now, im watching Powerpuff Girls! d episode when mojo jojo makes d Rowdy Ruff Boys! i looooooove this episode!!! so cuteness!!! i laaave it! XP okie dokie, before i get all weirdo again, i'll sign out! c ya! mwah! XP |
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| impatience is a virtue! XP |
[Apr. 11th, 2006|08:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | jubilant | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Wizard and I - Wicked (Idina Menzel) | ] |
haha! as you can see, i just love putting random stuffies as the subject of moi entries... so, i shall do the same here!XP
my entry now is just the lyrics for my fav "Wicked" song... "The Wizard and I" and it's such a cute song which is ironic in the way it predicts what'll happen to Elphaba later on, but she misinterprets everything, making it oh-so-sad in the end... but it's a really cool song esp when you listen to Idina Menzel when she sings it!!! so, so, so, so COOL!!! :D
MADAME MORRIBLE
(spoken) Oh, Miss Elphaba:
(sung) Many years I have waited
For a gift like yours to appear
Why, I predict the Wizard
Could make you his
Magic grand vizier!
My dear, my dear
I'll write at once to the Wizard
Tell him of you in advance
With a talent like yours, dear
There is a defin-ish chance
If you work as you should
You'll be making good:
ELPHABA
Did that really just happen?
Have I actually understood?
This weird quirk I've tried
To suppress or hide
Is a talent that could
Help me meet the Wizard
If I make good
So I'll make good:
When I meet the Wizard
Once I prove my worth
And then I meet the Wizard
What I've waited for since: since birth!
And with all his Wizard wisdom
By my looks, he won't be blinded
Do you think the Wizard is dumb?
Or, like Munchkins, so small-minded?
No! He'll say to me,
"I see who you truly are -
A girl on whom I can rely!"
And that's how we'll begin
The Wizard and I:
Once I'm with the Wizard
My whole life will change
'Cuz once you're with the Wizard
No one thinks you're strange!
No father is not proud of you,
No sister acts ashamed
And all of Oz has to love you
When by the Wizard you're acclaimed
And this gift - or this curse -
I have inside
Maybe at last, I'll know why
When we are hand and hand -
The Wizard and I!
And one day, he'll say to me, "Elphaba,
A girl who is so superior
Shouldn't a girl who's so good inside
Have a matching exterior?
And since folks here to an absurd degree
Seem fixated on your verdigris
Would it be all right by you
If I de-greenify you?"
And though of course
That's not important to me
"All right, why not?" I'll reply
Oh, what a pair we'll be
The Wizard and I:
Yes, what a pair we'll be
The Wizard and:
Unlimited
My future is unlimited
And I've just had a vision
Almost like a prophecy
I know - it sounds truly crazy
And true, the vision's hazy
But I swear, someday there'll be
A celebration throughout Oz
That's all to do with me!
And I'll stand there with the Wizard
Feeling things I've never felt
And though I'd never show it
I'll be so happy, I could melt!
And so it will be
For the rest of my life
And I'll want nothing else
Till I die
Held in such high esteem
When people see me, they will scream
For half of Oz's fav'rite team:
The Wizard
And I!
NOTE: during our lunch break, my teammates threw me into the swimming pool! the weirdos! :)) anyway, i wasn't the only one, almost the whole team got thrown in... even the muntinlupa team that played against the junior girls! they were such weirdos! they kept jumping in, and they didn't even know how to swim! laf3p! we had to keep saving them then they'd jump in again! =))crazy ppol! on the other hand though, woohoo! i don't have to get up early tom! i have no illam practice till after holy week! yey! anyhoo, c ya! XP |
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| my sugat.... |
[Apr. 10th, 2006|08:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Pretty Fly for a Rabbi - Weird Al Yankovich | ] |
as d subject area states, this entry will be dedicated to my sugat...
i suggest that, if you get nauseous (sp?) or grossed-out easily, you do NOT read this... it night get too gory for u to read! =)) nyehehehehe!
so, today at illam practice, we were doing this exercise where our coach threw the ball far from us and it was a fast ball so we had to stretch out as much as we can to get it before it hits the ground... so, i was the first, and in order for me to reach the ball, i had to dive... and the place where i had to dive had a few little rocks and stuff... so i dove... and my knee hit d ground... and it hurt SO FRIGGIN MUCH!!! i looked at it, and the wound was re-opened.... the skin was peeling again and everything... and i had to disinfect it ALL OVER AGAIN!!! lemme repeat... HYDROGEN PEROXIDE FRIGGIN HURTS!!! AND APPARENTLY, SO DOES BETADINE! IT WAS SO PAINFUL!!! i hate having that stupid wound... its just like the one i got on my ankle... i had to keep my socks low or else it would stick to it... ew... im getting grossed out just writing it... ill stop now before i throw up....
bye guys!XP |
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| Tuesdays With Morrie!!! =(( |
[Apr. 10th, 2006|11:30 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | touched | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Real- Plumb | ] |
i watched d saddest movie in d world last night! tuesdays with morrie! it was so..... tear-jerky!!! i cried more than i cried during the book... super! like halfway through the movie, i was sobbing silently into my pillow so my parents wouldn't hear... coz they were watching with me, but i was lying on the floor while they wee on d sofa... den, wen it got to the end, i was crying so hard i was hiccupping, and my mom was (thankfully) sympathetic... =)) but then she started getting all i-hope-you-learned-something on me... and it was just, pampasira ng mood! =)) but seriously, d movie was so.... *sigh* sadness... i suggest you all watch it!!! :D |
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| "within you i lose myself... without you i find myself wanting to get lost again..." |
[Apr. 8th, 2006|08:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | draind of all energy & emotion | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Catch Your Wave - The Click 5 | ] |
okay... um, d quote... its anoder sweet quote... im actually in an emo mood ryt now... BUT i will be a good girl and not let it affect me :D i will be HAPPY! :D uhh, ill try... super duper tired again tonight because of moi whole-day softball practice... and it's actually amazing coz it was d first time this week that i woke up WITHOUT my body aching all over! :D isnt it oh-so-wonderful?!?! ew.. gay... anyway, well, my muscles weren't hurting, but my poor widdle knees were unmovable... the reason for this is... two days ago, during practice, i was sliding and i scratched my right knee like hell... DEN, d next day, we had to slide again, but i didn't want to make my right knee worse so i tried with the other knee... d first time, my new pants got a really big hole in them (and that was just ONE slide!)and i had scratches on my knee... d second time, when i pulled my pants over my knee, was a gigantic hole in my sock as well!! AND my knee was so scratched up that it started bleeding... i had to disinfect it when i got home... and lemme tell you, HYDROGEN PEROXIDE IS SOOOOOO MUCH WORSE THAN ALCOHOL!!! it stung like hell!!! super!!! but before i get into all d gory details of describing my wonderful scratches to you, i will stop....:)
okay, change subject... I AM SO FRIGGIN TIRED OF GETTING UP EARLY!!!!! i super hate it!!! seryoso, i have NOT been able to get up late my WHOLE SUMMER!!! it sucks!!! my mom keeps waking me up!!! oh, and aside from that, she has put moi whole family on the southbeach diet!!! she's crazy i tell ya! no, seriously, that stuff doesn't work, therefore, she has given me the choice to follow it or not...i just can't do it in front of my sibs or else they'll be "tempted"... can u believe it, we can't have any rice/pasta/bread?!?!?!?! I AM SERIOUSLY DYING HERE AT HOME!!! good thing nalang our food at practice is so good.. it's d only thing that actually gives me energy... hello? just salad and fish at home? do u think i can live like that??? uh, in case u didn't know, I CANNOT!!! raar... it's so sad... the bread at home is just going to go all stale... such good bread being wasted... tsk tsk tsk...
ay naku, as you can all see, my summer SUCKS! wait, rephrase, everytime except illam practice SUCKS! we played frisbee at illam practice kanina and we had our banquet last night and i got to play with one one of the senior games, coz us juniors were stuck playing some stupid water carrying game with the majors and the minors so i ditched our game... and my sis's best friend Marga left this morning for Canada.. they were all crying last night and their crying made me so sad, i cried as well... Marga, if you're reading this, hope you like it there in Canada, everyone at illam practice kanina misses you... anyways, i gotta go sleep, coz im gonna wake up YET AGAIN tomorrow... sad sad me... XP
signing out! |
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| lalang... a song that's so sweet you can't help but sigh.... |
[Apr. 5th, 2006|08:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Last Night of the World | ] |
I first heard this song when two people had to sing it for our district fiesta and d song is just so... :x :x :x and d way they sang it was just so... :x :x :x that i fell in love with the song right away... so, even though my illam practice has my body aching all over, i posted the lyrics here for you lovely people who might have chanced upon my LJ and decided to read it... hehe enjoy! XP
Last Night of the World- Miss Saigon
In a place that won't let us feel
In a life where nothing seems real
I have found you
I have found you
In a world that's moving too fast
In a world where nothing can last
I will hold you
I will hold you
Our lives will change when tomorrow comes
Tonight our hearts drown the distant drums
and we have music all right
tearing the night
A song
played on a solo saxophone
A crazy sound, a lonely sound
A cry that tells us love goes on and on
played on a solo saxophone
It's telling me
to hold you tight
and dance like it's the last night of the world
On the other side of the earth
There's a place where life still has worth
I will take you
I'll go with you
You won't believe all the things you'll see
I know 'cause you'll see them all with me
If we're together that's when
we'll hear it again
A song
played on a solo saxophone
A crazy sound, a lonely sound
A cry that tells us love goes on and on
Played on a solo saxophone
It's telling me
to hold you tight
and dance like it's the last night of the world
Dreams
they were all I ever knew
Dreams
you won't need when I'm through
Anywhere
we may be
I will sing with you
a song...
A song played on a solo saxophone
So stay with me
and hold me tight
and dance
like it's the last night of the world |
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| do you believe in love at first sight? or do i have to walk by again? =)) |
[Apr. 3rd, 2006|05:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Just the Girl - the Click 5 | ] |
cutie quote! i don't even know why i chose it, it doesn't match my mood at all... crap... this summer is going so slow... a part of me wants to hurry up and get it over with, but the other part just wants to keep living in this stupid lie... pretending im okay when i'm really not... not standing up to people just because i don't want trouble... i feel so stupid... i want to fly away from all of this... or just wake up in a different universe... "dancing bears, painted wings, things i almost remember... and a song someone sings, once upon a december..." kaka-senti... everything just makes everything seem so.... unreal... seriously, school's much less confusing.... =((
"take me away with you, to a place where the stars are all within our reach and all that'll matter are us two..."
lalalalala.....
sadness, boredom, nostalgia, and sound-trippin should NOT be combined... or else it just creates this....
signing out |
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| stayin up for no rason at all! |
[Apr. 2nd, 2006|11:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | may i have this dance? | ] |
staying awake... just coz i want to... feel guilty, well kinda lang... coz my dad's watching tv till now waiting for me to finish:)) but yeah, he's only giving me one more minute! no!!!! i'm just downloading music and i have to finish all of dem na! sadness! i hate bedtimes... haha! dats sounds so ewan! bedtime! =)) anyway, dang it, i have to leave na! :((
signing out! |
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